Life is good at this clear and present moment

Well, this blogging thing is really fun and life, as I know it, is getting "back to normal".   That being said.....It's time to get busy with projects, the one's I have been meaning to get around to.  Things like house stuff, taking the kids to experience new things, checking things off my never ending LIST!!  I am so a LIST person, problem is my organization skills need some honing, in a BIG way...It's just like me to make a detailed, prioritized list and then LOSE it...lol.  Life has been getting in my way for over two years now and it's time for real living, the kind I used to know and love.  First things first I will vow to work on being more organized, more with it so to speak and more aware of others around me.  Everyone one has a story and if you stop and listen....well, let's just say I have been learning a lot, about myself and also about others.  I have always tried to see the good in folks, and at best have made a lot of friends.  The friends I cherish know me, love me and have stood by me in ways that blow my mind.  In some cases I have not deserved their love and support, still they are there.  For that I will be eternally grateful.  Amazingly, it feels like I have been driving in a car that had a windshield that was so horribly dirty that seeing through it was impossible.  Still I have navigated these years barely staying on the road and by the grace of God, I have survived.  Now suddenly, my windshield has been cleaned and I CAN SEE !!!!!  It's time for me.....I can do for others again, without hearing negative comments, I can go to church with no roadblocks and hopefully I can "Pay It Forward" to someone in need.  I'm certainly not wishing this on ANYONE, ever.  However, it's a given that there are so many "in need".  Maybe I can help someway somehow....I want to be a vessel for Christ and to be used by Him in whatever way He sees fit.  In Him, I am, Thankful for the good, bad and the ugly  :)  Love all, wyn